Just because life is hard at the moment doesn't mean it will always be or that you are failing in any way....

Friendship is very important surround yourself with people who love you without judgement . We all need a good kind support network around us

This is worth watching to understrand trust by the amazing Brené Brown

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EXMsKZAeL0

B-Bonderies

R-Reliability

A-Accountablilty

V-Vault

I- Integrity

N- Non -Judgment

G- Generosity

The stages of grief click here for further information